in the end maybe this was the problem, afterall: i was never going to listen. or—i did. listened toyour spiel about how He knows all my twistedways, about Him telling you when i lied. i had toacknowledge that this, at least, was an untruth.Him and His divine wisdom and His omniscienceand He never once told […]

on my nintendo switch there is a mammoth on my new horizons island. or at least, i have to assume that’s what he’s meant to be. he wears a leopard-print tunic one-shoulder flintstones-style & his name is tucker. tucker in english, hajime in japanese. did you know that hajime means one? or first? the wikia […]

NON-FUNGIBLE TOKENS is already such a negative phrase it starts by telling you no and ends with a word i already know from people saying they need a brownskin person for their photographs NEAT FUCKING TWEETS sometimes as an artist i think about the things that get retweeted and the things that don’t NO FUCKING […]

and what am i meant to say to you when you took my little clay heart, me and all my loves, and shaped it? glazed it, too, that crackle-shard stuff that happens when your outsides cool faster than your insides. they tear apart, then. contents too hot to hold, lawsuit-worthy, overfull. spilling over like anger […]

i’m tired of caring. you, your consecrated archways, your story-spinning whirligigs, the way you papier-mache together cleavage and moustachioed bravado until someone ⁠— anyone ⁠— puts the sword through the magician’s coffin. i’m tired of poisons and poultices and precipices. i’m tired of unnecessary hand-wringing and necessary interventions. i’m tired of swinging at shadows you’ve […]

i have never been good with faces it’s a quirk of synapses the way my brain swims among people silver-scaled and refracted by water into unfathomable shapes i hold them loosely because i can’t see them and i can’t bear to see the hurt of someone seeing me not see them but you — i […]

it is january and we must be brave. in all things. the ways tongues fit in mouths, or don’t. the way that resolve is a noun and a verb and we aren’t sure if either is within reach, not even if we try really really hard. the way to try can mean to strive for […]